Coming Home

Fried Scrapple

Warm, soft chewy pretzels

Mennonite women with caps and long skirts

Catholic priests who laugh, pound the pulpit

Hug their flock

Much has changed in Pennsylvania Dutch Country

HOWEVER

Store keepers, teachers, role models

Here in the hinterlands

God’s country remains intact.

Born in the USA

 

 

 

 

World War II Legacy Continues

Reflective multicolored pearls bounce skyward

Shimmering snow banks rejoice

Winter’s beauty arrives

 

A new beginning; January 2, 2016

Quietude in our small town

Five days since a drug bust

It could be worse.

 

Priests and preachers ruminate hopeful themes

This year will be better than last

Phone rings – our daughter calls: let the good times roll.

Politicians and pundits recover from hangovers.

College bands, cheerleaders: cheer for the home team.

 

Hope there is hope/

I scan Word press: clever writers probe the paranormal

Smiling, all is well.

 

Wearing my German heritage is a badge of honor

On time, precise, exact, we block out WWII.

Never again- a phrase oft repeated in our childhood.

Yes, shame runs through generations.

Ah, but this is 2016…

 

And then !! A bold headline jumps off the internet.

Turkey’s president “ Hitler had some good ideas”.

He brought organizational skills to government.

 

Yes, he designed the holocaust.

 

US government outrage – none

US media outrage – none

Presidential reaction – none

 

Neville Chamberlin lives.

Precursors of evil and death are here

We profess “ Never Again”

Bull Shit – the ghosts of 1939 are alive and well.

NATURE’S REGENERATION

Sprinkles of daisy dust gather in the centurion sunlight

Dancing to the gentle notes of the forest glen symphony they

ride the transparent ripples of the long since forgotten spring.

Rhythmically holding hands, the dust’s chorus line forms ripples

barely visible to the casual observer.

 

Midday sun rays caress the sodden trunks of long since

fallen oaks. Baring the inner core of once proud hard

woods, this idyllic stream shares the beauty of its bottom weeds,

with speckled trout gleefully chasing dinner prey.

 

Battered wooden slats, wounded concrete boulders, remnants of man’s

brief sojourn in God’s creation, lie silently in the spring brook’s

eternal bed. Undeterred, the spring has recreated its former beauty, 

evident to all who pause and meditate, life above, within, and into its depths,

this tiny speck on man’s maps is a tribute to Nature’s regenerative power.

 

BLUEBERRIES AND MULBERRIES

paradise is obliterated. Worse, the summer sunlight is life threatening to these creatures accustomed to a world of total darkness.

What right do I have to intrude?

Gently rolling clumps of enriched black earth in my hands, enjoying grit under finger nails, recalls the wise of great grandmother Fisher ” Treat the earth as God’s gift and you will be rewarded. Abuse her and you will be punished. the earth is one of God’s fondest creations. He created it for us to cherish”. Ah, the Puritan ethic runs deep.

Peering from the underside of her ever present Amish bonnet, Grammy knew whereof she
spoke. the war gardens in which she toiled from sun up to sun down from April to early November in the 1940’s protected our family from the perils of starvation. Some of the less energetic neighbors did not fare as well.

The men of the family? They were members of the greatest generation fighting for their lives as part of the Big Red One, Pennsylvania’s keystone regiment during the Battle of the Bulge.

The women? They toiled amid oppressive heat and noise at chocolate factory.. Standing on unforgiving concrete floors for long hours, my mother never complained. The work was part of her patriotic duty –making chocolate bars for the troops- including her husband.

How did we survive?

Mounded rows of russet potatoes large red tomato plants, spring onions, stalks of pole beans and mint tea plants provided the staples. Additionally, we spent Sunday afternoons scouring the rocky hillsides of the Blue Mountains scrounging for blueberries and non-toxic mushrooms. The blueberries and their lesser respect relatives, mulberries, were subsequently canned and stashed on crude wooden shelves in the coal cellar.
All this begs the question. How inconsequential is the replanting of a lawn when we owe our existence to the pluck and determination of those who came before us?

All this begs the question. How inconsequential is the rep

HELPING OTHERS IN 2013

HELPING OTHERS IN 2013

Self centered, self rewarding, self promotion ..etc..

Several phrases to describe that most concentric of end of year

Activities – The New Years Resolution.

We all know the drill:

Lose weight,

Go to the gym regularly,

Get to work on time

Each and everyone is a worthwhile goal… and resolutions that we take seriously.

These goals are in concert with our New Year’s parties – designed to make us feel

good.

We are celebrating the coming of another change in the calendar.

The uplifting spirit that comes with our success at attaining our goals is both

temporary and thin as a colorless veneer.

Why?

Two reasons – 1st the goals are  designed to give us self satisfaction : good idea –

but self satisfaction is only temporary – we buy a new car – then find we want a

replacement..  when the glass is full we seek

another source of joy and satisfaction…  always moving on …

A spiritually based Christian  axiom is that we gain more benefit when we provide

love and care to others than to ourselves.  For example, our inner satisfaction is a

deep, quiet reward when we see the sense of hope we have helped to create in the

eyes of a needy, lost person.  Without any thought of

personal reward we have helped a brother .

This unselfish act creates  ever growing compound interest in our own inner soul –

and like Mother Theresa – we help whom ever is in need without regard to those

with business or political connections who may pay us back for our kindness.

Yes, let’s make resolutions for 2013.  Resolutions to give of our time and talents to

help others before paying attention to ourselves.

God Bless!

THE CRUCIFIX FROM AUSTRIA –LEST WE FORGET

The onyx crucifix hung nailed to fading, pale green walls

 Above the Formica dining room chairs —  near the aging refrigerator.

 Years pass.  Children are born: grow tall and leave home.

The brick duplex sags beneath the weight of time in the steel town ghetto.

The crucifix remains.

 

Family dinners, pinochle games,  political discussions, high school football scores

 All take  place as the gray cross silently shows its pain.

Silence??  No one discusses the history of  the

old , almost   mystical icon which was hidden inside a

pillow case when the part Catholic – part Jewish family

Fled the Nazis  as the killers overwhelmed the Danube valley:

Penniless, weak, frightened, they stumbled into the US at Ellis Island.

 

Names changed to appear American, they labored in the steel

mills and breweries: cleaned houses: sewed the clothing of rich matrons.

Long days, short weekends: they fought to survive the depression:

Observed government agents checking their mail – their choice of

of newspapers-their phone calls to ensure they were not German agents:

 

Decades pass, the family matriarch passes into the hands of our Lord.

Grown  children scramble for the jewelry, furniture,

Assets in bank accounts.

The crucifix  remains alone : always watchful: revered

Yet ignored:

Shunted  aside on to a pile of “ we don’t want this”– you can have it.

 

History ignored.  Family values disregarded.. then….

Family lore talks about a tiny church on the other side of  the

Town:  Steel mills and woolen mills closed: This once prosperous

church now sits surrounded by fading row houses, empty lots.

 Once a German- Slovak enclave, the parish is in transition.

 

 

A welcoming Latino priest –dedicated to saving the history of the parish.

Says hi to the Anglo tourists in search of their roots.

What windows he queries.. oh yes, those windows ..no one can explain them.

Family legend says two lead windows were donated  by one of the family elders:

 One for his first wife – then for his second after the death of the first.

Yes, we find the family European name on the windows… and a replication

of the crucifix … wow!

The crucifix has indeed been part of the family for decades.. 

Coincidence?  A part of family devotion that could have been lost forever.

 

The crucifix had been posited a decade since past

as a semi-decoration on the side wall of a business office.

More of an after thought decoration than an object of veneration.

 

Recently blessed, and understood:

A proud reminder of faith and family courage.

 A gift from the Lord that has traveled many miles: Survived through generations.

A story that deserves to be retold to the next generation… not left as “stuff”.

 

An obligatory message to all of us to pass along our  stories of family relics, pictures, and

yes muses to the next generation.  Myths which will disappear when we pass on.

Lest we forget… take the time: share your stories and keepsakes with those coming behind

you..  Your traditions deserve to be preserved and repeated.

 

 

SOCIETY CHANGES – AND SO CAN WE

When: September 1958

Where: Downtown Salisbury North Carolina

Who: 2  freshmen college guys walking down the sidewalk –coming towards them on the

sidewalk – 2 young black men

What happened:  the black men walked off the sidewalk on to the street

What else – the Greyhound bus station has a water fountain for “whites only

Forward – WHAT A DIFFERENCE A GENERATION MAKES:

Where  – Beaufort  South Carolina

Who- Young professionals  enjoying the beauty of the river walk and nearby restaurants:

  • Mixed race couples strolling comfortably- no stares or comments targeting them

What – Upscale book store in Beaufort – Sizable collection of non fiction  publications:

Section on American History includes – Civil War  – not “ WAR BETWEEN THE STATES:

  • Catholic Church in Hilton Head South Carolina – One of the Eucharistic Ministers is

African American

Amazing changes in a generation. 

Even more amazing is the reinforcement of the value of travel, interaction with those

outside of the cocoon in which we live and work. Contrary to a popular bromide- “ people are

not all alike.  We do not have the same values, evolve from the same culture, carry forth the

same belief systems.  Thank Goodness.  Diversity is  complex, indeed  fascinating and

a generator of the kalidescope of imagery found in the classic photo montage book “ The Family

of Man”.

Southerners have a wonderful habit of saying hello, or giving a smile and a nod to all

those who cross their paths.  Skeptically I wondered if this was a sincere greeting or

merely a habit.  The greeting is truly an invitation to pause, take a moment, pass the time

of day.. and most significantly .. to establish a dialogue.   What a gift if we take advantage

of this outstretched hand.

 Social media and mass news networks are invaluable sources of information.  Emails are a

short hand method of conversation.

What do these conveyors have in common? They are void of emotion and eyeball contact.

 There is an absence of  rubbing elbows, face to face contact, observing others, and

actual conversation.  Evaluations, perceptions, testing realities versus perceptions through

the eyes of third parties are filtered with the history and biases of the messenger.

What is missing is the honest, guttural, in your face feedback that comes with

conversational dialogue.  It is easy and convenient to hide behind keystrokes and edited

video images.

Today’s challenge is to take a risk.. Talk with ( as compared to) a stranger OR someone whom

you have a tenuous relationship. 

Reflect and enjoy  – examine who you are, what you think, and where you came from.  Let the

Journey begin. A new world awaits you .

INNER PEACE – A TRUE RETIREMENT PLAN

Inevitably, inexorably, indescribably  father time

controls the clock of life… counting down our time

On this earth until the chimes strike midnight.

For some, the final stages of existence begin with

a societal imposed marker we call “retirement”.

Hello, America !

65 is not a universally mandated  shutdown age.

Approaching 65 can be  a foreboding signature.  What happens when we meet

that milestone? Will the grim reaper appear at our door

step ready to tell us “how many years we have remaining?”

Planners, journalists, pundits, seers of all types market the

concept that we need a “plan”, a vision, some defined pathway

for our golden years.

Society  conditions some to think their mental faculties will

Immediately disappear: that they  better run to the pharmacist

to begin using the little blue pills: that the world will consider them

as 

 

, used up trash.  These get translated into

“ what will I do with my time that continues to reaffirm my self worth?

Inner Peace Awaits

A sense of gray foreboding overshadows the psyche.

A second group ignores the signposts which say “dangerous curve ahead”,

or “slippery when wet”…. They disregard  flashing lights on the horizon and

continue with their journey.  This hell bent for election group mutters

about  turning 65 . But they are not about to give up being snow birds, their

BMW’s, and fine wines.  Identifying a plan to which they commit is

a type of prison sentence –an admission that life will end in a time and

manner beyond their control.

A constant theme within those in this transitional demographic is the presence

or lack thereof .. of self satisfaction and inner peace.

The pessimists (the world is going to end) and the idealists (I can maintain this

lifestyle forever)  are both searching.  Most pessimists have spent their

adult life looking in the rear view mirror romanticizing the past.  The idealists

search for  a future – the present is never good enough and the future is ill

defined.

 Prepping for retirement – inner peace is one of the  foundation stones.

Those described  in the two scenarios above are thrashing about for calmness,

a sense of purpose and happiness.  Inner piece cannot be created magically

over night when  one reaches the magical 65 milestone.  The good news –inner

peace is a process  which can be enjoyed over an entire lifetime.  A process

which is the direct opposite of giving up, being lethargic, or milling about in

the swamps of hopelessness.

 This is the proverbial journey—

HANDS CARRY A MESSAGE

Looking deep into the eyes of a fellow life traveler

Gives us a glimpse into the depths of their soul.

Hope, love, fear, are all expressed.

All are evident —none are hidden.

Yes, we can run but can’t hide from those who know us.

Hands?

Ever thought about what “hands” say?

Clues to one’s life journey  are evident for us to admire.

Stories of rugged artisans speak on  the delicate epidermis

as well as tales of musicians and authors are told on this canvas of life.

 Rodin’s hands sculpture communicates – what?

Like many works of art – the interpretation changes

Over a period of time – more accurately the viewer’s

Mind’s eye  sees a different figure over  time.

A picture is included for you to meditate and ponder.

There are the hands of those who are difference makers

In our lives. 

Whose hands do you remember? Your parents,  the

Next door neighbor, a mentor?  There may be  a correlation between

those who matter to us and our memory of their hands.

The Hartwell family owned the Hummelstown Sun.  A newsy, gossipy

small town paper printed each and every Friday.  The linotype

operator was a gifted journalist, artist, and collector of miniature trains.

Intense, focused, and always available to  coach, mentor and advise.

Metal  was molten and transformed into brick like cubes with words.

Imprinted upon them using a keyboard .  The metal was very toxic and

literally peeled away the skin from  the hands of this talented man.   Protective

bandages encircled his hands.

Blistery, raw, scarred bright red. 

Year after year, day after day, he sat in his tiny metal framed, barely

Hands - What do they say?

cushioned  chair, a bright light focused on

the copy he was transforming into the printed word.

Gifted with an encyclopedic mind, this giant in a small print shop, was a

mentor to us printer’s devils.   Those hands, which carried incisive pain,  spoke

 volumes about determination, about providing space for artistry to overcome

pain and obstacles and about sharing talents with the next generation. 

Somehow, his wrapped, blistering  hands passed along talents and values.  A

skill unique to mentors through the great classic thinkers like Aristotle,

Socrates, Plato.

The hands of a big man dedicated to his craft, making a difference in the small,

metal strewn corner of a small town paper.

On a more provocative level, here is a challenge.  Close your eyes and picture

those who are/or have been the closest to  you.  No limits, no restrictions,

  identify someone with whom your life has

been meaningfully intertwined. 

Picture their hands.  What do they look like? How do they feel?

The question of the day —  can you see the hands of someone who

matters to you? 

Is their a connection between being able to recall the hands of someone –and

the depth of your relationship?  It maybe a pleasant surprise to discover who

 comes to mind.

What is said, if anything, about those close to you, whose hands you cannot

bring to the front of your consciousness?

Oh yes, which current Presidential Candidate lived in Hummelstown, PA?

The Illinois and Michigan Canal

Mile after unspoiled mile: trails once plied by

mules and tow men parallel the watery

ditches  where canal boats once labored.

The tow path of the long defunct I and M canal

Winds into the distance:

Hand dug from Illinois to Michigan this short lived

means of transporting goods beckons the walker, jogger

and bicycle rider.

Remnants of locks silently stand sentinel.

Towns such as Utica, and Ottawa, Marseilles cling to the towpath berms

Battling time and technology to remain in existence.

 

There is an abundance of  expected sights along  miles of trails in the midst of

flyover country: ducks, deer, water happy reeds and prairie grasses.

Fallen trees, limbs strewn across parts of the walk way.

No surprises here.

 

So what is not here?

What is missing?

Why walk mile after mile huffing and puffing between arches of trees,

sensing the heroics of tug boat pullers and their companion mules.

In the midst of nowhere on a beautiful November day?

 

 News anchors are today describing  the end of the Occupation of Wall Street:

Pictures of sanitation trucks (garbage trucks where I come from): front end

loaders ferrying piles of trash and human waste from pristine city park lands.

Squatters with hands out, voices raised, not a clue about social responsibility.

 

What is missing on the I & M trails?

Didn’t see 1 not 1 trash can: Didn’t see 1 not 1 graffiti painted wall:

Saw only 1, just 1 walker who put a Wendy’s cup by the walk side:

Blaring boom boxes – zero:  Pounding drums – zero.

Government lackeys leaning on their shovels and occasionally picking up

trash – zero.

 

Over one hundred years of sleepy existence.  The trails are nurtured and cared

for by those anonymous friends who  make a difference. A dramatic  example

of people taking personal responsibility for their land and legacy. 

 

Perhaps a coincidence – perhaps not:  Driving north from Ottawa to Harvard

 Il, a land flat and fertile: prized farmland generation to generation: one is

 struck by the numbers  of Old Glories lying proudly from flag poles and posts

of all sorts. 

Perhaps a coincidence – perhaps not.

 

The sentinal remains of the canal